Black, Black Heart- David Usher

i'm feeling stupid for all the stupidest things.
we like to think we don't care.

i've decided to stop taking online quizzes (excluding the quirky ones), because I looked through all my results again and realised how unaccurate they are. what confidence and humility and being the colour green; these are as true as believing we'll have company our whole life.

i'm genuinely not used to feeling lonely. you get a call here and a call there, you make a few dials yourself, hang around a little, and it ends quietly on the bus home. it feels like i'm permanently on a low point, entering sub zero forever.

i won't ever be happy again.

I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

I blogged @ 11:27 PM